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| My OCD is that when I walk I have to avoid stepping on any lines or cracks on my path. It’s mild, but some days it will go as far as not stepping where if a crack continued it would be in that spot (if you understand that). Just a random fact, I have no clue why I shared it.
Here’s another random fact, I have a really good memory when it comes to my dreams. And my dreams are quite often bizarre. My dream last night was dramatic, it was very fun. This dream had everything! There was romance, action, mystery and even suspense.
I was going up the elevator with my relatives (they lived in my friend Jonathan's building for some reason, they’re actually all in America) and this cute dude was in the elevator with us we started talking and turns out he lived on the same floor as my relatives (8th floor). We talked about random stuff and how the 21st floor was a really nice place (That’s where Jonathan lives) so I told him I had a friend who lives on the 21st floor. When we got off the elevator I told him to miss connection me and he didn't know what it was, so my cousin said he'd explain to him what it was. When we were separated I told my relatives I wasn't actually interested, I just wanted someone to write me a missed connection.
We went back to my uncle’s new apartment which was on the 8th floor, my cousin and I made dinner for the family, after which I got into a huge argument with my uncle’s new fiancé. I told her that she was useless and explained how he’s had more wives than I have shoes (this is not true, he does not even have a new fiancé) the argument resulted in me throwing food at her, dropping a glass cup and breaking it. After cleaning up the glass, I stood up and apologized to her, in my sweetest voice (even if she was wrong) to make the family happy. My uncle came back in after a while and told me he saw the guy from the elevator, and told him that my birthday was February. I told my uncle my birthday is in fact in December.
After dinner, my cousin and I explored my uncle’s new apartment which turned out to be huge. His office had a plate with some food crumbs on it, and these gross looking huge alien maggots, we poked at them for fun then they started attacking. So we ran away, and in order to pass my wizard training I had to jump on this platform, do a double jump and land on the other side while avoiding the alien maggots. All the other witches and wizards had so little trouble; I however had a hard time. This dude that looked like the devil tried to help me but it still did not work. I guess I never passed my wizard exam; darn it!
So yeah… That was Sunday night’s dream.
Oh, ps: My birthday is in exactly one month, cool.
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| Three AM tonight I will be in bed, and he will be in Paris. Eughhh what the hell is wrong with me?!
I now know how you felt, when I left. And I know karma is going to bite me in the ass. I was heartless.
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| I am getting sadder each day! It’s so strange, I told myself not to get too attached and now I’ve gone and screwed myself over. Two months please go by quickly, and please don’t let too much change.
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| Focus
I can not focus!
Everyone is reevaluating their lives and their values; it’s about time I do the same. Half semester left, it’s November, basically one more month of school left, I need to get my act together!!
He is cute, but he is not mine to keep. After this week, there is a good chance we’ll become strangers, two months is a long time. But like we both agreed on, it is life and things like this are inevitable. I’ve had almost two decades to learn to cope with these things.
I smell of tiger balm, I hate being sick. My first time sick in sooo long! I hope I get better soon. Keep healthy everyone, best wishes!
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| Eugh, I am such a moron. Need to stop with the word vomit and think before I talk.
I am too opinionated on too many subjects. I feel too strongly about too many things. I need to limit myself and pick just a couple of things; instead of trying to save the world every way possible.
School's a drag, I can not wait for lovely lovely winter break.
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